It is me or when I change my surrounding or I stay at some other place I don’t really NEED to get high, i.e. all the urgency and desperation that I suffer when I’m low on dope isn’t really there. I stayed at my girlfriend’s house for a couple of nights and she doesn’t smoke or really like me doing it either, but I go down there and don’t smoke it doesn’t really effect me. SO I ask is it me who’s addicted or is it my room? WHat the fuck you talking about fool? I hear you lamenting, okay alright I’m not actually saying that your room is the addict but quite possibly could be the trigger. At this point another group of people will start shouting, “hey motherfucka, what’s wrong with smoking weed!” – NOTHING in moderation – but that’s not the point… ok lets start again,
…so you’re trying to quit – why?
- costing you too much / you’re broke
- you wanna start working out and looking good (and no it isn’t good for that – google it)
- you wanna smoke only on the weekends, rather than everyday!
Whatever your reason, and whatever reason you’re failing miserably but is it really your fault entirely?
In the Wiring…
One possible theory is that certain objects in your room remind you or return your mind state to an earlier point when you wanted you to smoke. If we follow this out more, could it be that almost every object is somehow in your mind connected to weed or getting high. In some cases many get stuck
Hey man, im hoping to quit weed too, and i too find it really hard to stop. Moderation just doesn’t do it for me either but smoking all the time makes me feel like a zombie. I hope you find a way to cut it down and i found this little blog quite helpful in some ways. peace out bro
I’m totally with you on that man, I fricking love smoking weed but i guess like all of us after a good session, the next we’re all like hair of dog and need to get equally as high again. Moderation is a real head fuck for me, I haven’t managed to sort this out yet and to be honest I’m thinking maybe it’s not meant to be. i.e. i meet ex-weed smokers that used to get high all the time and now have just quit permanently! That’s the thing, yet to meet an addict like myself who became a moderate smoker and of course that’s just in my own experience. Like you when i smoke it’s nice cos i’m chilled and relaxed but then as you say zombified, ie. can’t do shit. Hence i dunno about you, but being addicted to something that zombies out your head really cuts of years in being productive and getting stuff done!
i totally agree with you man, im on my path to quitting, so far 2 weeks straight and like you moderation its fucking me up can’t handle myself sometimes, but i do manage to get through this and im glad im doing this, btw i found useful things in your blog thanks.